Faith in something more...

For most of my life it has been clear that I am not all there is. When it comes to the parts, the pieces, every component of my being, the "I" (id, ego, self) is not all that makes me me. Today I am content knowing this, but it wasn't until about two years ago that I had an epiphany of sorts which made this concept easy to accept. Once I opened up, and bothered to feel, I gained a beginners understanding of something I always sensed about this life. The connectedness, energy, spirituality... It has made it clear that I am on a trek toward an integration. The path I walk is the conduit between where I live in this life and where my energy lies. At the destination I sense my soul. That is where I reside. But I am also this body, this mind, these emotions, and this animal that lives amongst you all. It makes me beg the question... why? Why this life, in these shoes, on this path, and for what experience? I believe I know the answer and it is hard to truly grasp, but I try. This life and the experiences I have are the last travels of a very old, wandering, soul.